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I miss livejournal a lot. Everyone has myspace now.
So heres a post. Remember me?
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| piedmonster |
[06 Jan 2006|04:38pm] |
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piedmonster!!!
amazing. so fun. wow.
i wish everyone could let go and dance at everyshow.(at the risk of sounding cheesy) no one needs drugs when you have good music and good friends like that.
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| Briefs!!! |
[09 Nov 2005|02:22pm] |
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BRIEFS!@@@@AWEDFKJSDKF |
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BRIEFS TODAY!!
they tell me that its wrong
i knew that all along and
yes it may be strange but
but that dont change the fact
im in love with plastic sex
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| gay marriage |
[06 Nov 2005|07:06pm] |
Why gay marriage should be illegal....
01) Being gay is not natural. Real Americans always reject unnatural things like eyeglasses, polyester, and air conditioning.
02) Gay marriage will encourage people to be gay, in the same way that hanging around tall people will make you tall.
03) Legalizing gay marriage will open the door to all kinds of crazy behavior. People may even wish to marry their pets because a dog has legal standing and can sign a marriage contract.
04) Straight marriage has been around a long time and hasn't changed at all; women are still property, blacks still can't marry whites, and divorce is still illegal.
05) Straight marriage will be less meaningful if gay marriage were allowed; the sanctity of Britany Spears' 55-hour just-for-fun marriage would be destroyed.
06) Straight marriages are valid because they produce children. Gay couples, infertile couples, and old people shouldn't be allowed to marry because our orphanages aren't full yet, and the
world needs more children.
07) Obviously gay parents will raise gay children, since straight parents only raise straight children.
08) Gay marriage is not supported by religion. In a theocracy like ours, the values of one religion are imposed on the entire country. That's why we have only one religion in America.
09) Children can never succeed without a male and a female role model at home. That's why we as a society expressly forbid single parents to raise children.
10) Gay marriage will change the foundation of society; we could never adapt to new social norms. Just like we haven't adapted to cars, the service-sector economy, or longer life spans.
i really liked that
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[01 Nov 2005|07:27pm] |
my parents left me alone for the weekend and i really had a lot of fun. i like being able to turn the music up really loud and dance around.. i can't wait to move out.
went to some parties.. had my hair done. show.. another show.. halloween.. fisherman/dead.. good talks with old friends.. funny intoxicated people.
so i have 300 pages of agony to read for tomorrow. so i think that is going to consume my life until friday..
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| homecoming |
[09 Oct 2005|02:29pm] |
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lots of fun last night. good talks and all that. i missed jenn, i had fun hanging out. we all need to do stuff together more often. anyways homeoming was fun... the music was subpar but we can get over that. then meijers then to my house.
this morning we went to ihop. good coffee, good times.
overall a successful weekend. too bad school is tomorrow.
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1 know now is this love that i'm feelin'?
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[02 Oct 2005|09:43pm] |
FREEDOM
oh my, its so sweet.
Today i hung out with beej for awhile. After i hung around the home and made some stencils and a shirt. They're pretty cool.
Tomorrow
school, yoga.. then... who knows! yayy
music : umlaut
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[25 Sep 2005|07:42pm] |
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so i'm still grounded. three months woo hoo.
can anyone get me a job? i dunno. i need something to do with my time.
someone come visit me. i am sooo lonely.
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1 know now is this love that i'm feelin'?
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| fox fest? |
[16 Jun 2005|11:16pm] |
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tomorrow is fox fest.. deep purple, blue oyster cult, broken sunday and some other bands i can't remember. So far emily and i are going.. we still have two tickets if someone wants to come along. just let one of us know. i'm pretty excited.. even if it sucks theres the fair.. so it'll be fun.
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1 know now is this love that i'm feelin'?
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| campout |
[14 Jun 2005|12:24pm] |
so campout was fun. naked swimming... "who's that driving???" - sara. trolly rides. good times good times.
tonight i went to chris's and watched mallratz. everytime i see that movie it gets better. tomorrow i dunno whats up.. i think theres a show. so yea. be there.
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[08 Jun 2005|11:52pm] |
"Sometimes I worry that I've lost the plot
My twitching muscles tease my flipping thoughts
I never really dreamed of heaven much
Until we put him in the ground
But it's all I'm doing now
Listening for patterns in the sound
Of an endless static sea"
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[05 Jun 2005|01:03am] |
i read this thing one time that said people's mood naturally fluctuate throughout the month (no not like PMS) and people naturally have a good week, a bad, week and imbetween. i really believe that and i know it happens to me. It's strange how moods work. i mean.. today i was in a great mood. i worked outside.. hung out iwth my family.. i had a bad headache and a cold though. i think that brought me down.
i realized today how much i hate to be alone. well.. in a sense. i prefer to be alone at my house. i like to think and create by myself. i just don't like being in crowds alone. i am a really shy person. i guess i wish i wasn't.. but thats how i am.
this may sound morbid or whatever but i've been thinking about death lately. no, i don't want to die and i am very far away from being suicidal. just thought like... "what will happen when i die?" "if i died today would my life be fulfulled" "why are we even fricken here". i hate to thnk that everyone and everything and all the beauty the world has has no purpse but at the same time i don't think that a god created me to serve him. is there an inbetween? i dunno.. i really just feel that thats what feels missing. not that i need something to fill it.. it's kind of the constant question of life.. "why". it's just.. if everything is predetermined why do we try? or if we have total free will then why are we here? it's an endless circle.
lately i just look at stuff and wonder how we're come to where we are as a society. a small park in the middle of the city.. so much pavement everywhere. seriously.. i am rambling now but being in nature for a weekend last weekend got me thinking. everything we need is from the earth and we just keep destroying it.. everyone one says "oh its ok, it won't happen in our lifetime (global warming, etc)" but the destruction is almost done. I'm not saying that i don't love rollar coasters, living in a home, driving in a car, or swimming in a pool but is it worth the cost of what we are giving up? i'm not sure. All the things we create out of plastic and metal are supposed to make life easier when really it's getting more complicated and more out of control and i think the human race has lost sight of what is really important. this may make me sound weird to a lot of people but i feel a really close connection to nature. walking in the woods alone is one the msot rewarding experiences someone can have. it's like.. you're actually part of the ecosystems and habitats and not just cutting them all down for a fucking mcdonalds.
mcdonalds we'll go into on a different day. meat as well. think that eating meat is good for you? thank again.
there was a white power meeting this weekend. that absolutely makes me sick. serious.. like.. my stomach gets all churning and gross. how can people think that it's ok to put down another solely on the pigmentation of their skin? i seriously just don't understand. anyone want to explain to me? i don't care if they were raised that way or if their parents brainwashed them.. i have no sympathy for racists PERIOD. i hope they realized that the people they hurt are in fact people and not a different species but the same dna flesh and blood as they are.
that comes to the issue to of gay marriage. this could be the thing that makes me the most pissed off. i don't really consider myself gay.. i'm more just "whatever". if i fall in love with a man or a woman it doesn't matter. LOVE IS LOVE. how can any instituation deny two concenting adults that are in love the right to join in marriage. becuase the church disagrees? fuck the church. Homosexuals are people too. who defines marriage and who defines love? the answer is the individual does. We all have to make up our own morals and personal beliefs for ourselves (as long as it doesn't harm anyone elses life). Who are you to judge them? in fact.. who are we to judge anyone? when i get started at by old women and dumb people and get followed in mejiers it's becuase of how i look. yes, i can choose to not dress or act the way i do, but that wouldn't really be me. Our personalities are ingrainded in us at birth, as is homosexualtiy.
i just don't know. i hope somebody reads this. it's really just whats been going through my head lately. i feel a lot better.
SHOW AT CHRIS JACKSONS TOMORROW! GO GO GO.
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[04 Jun 2005|10:55pm] |
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i had a bad day today.
i want to shoot myself. maybe i will.
i like watching college softball a lot. go u of m
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